-_-

nyokap: "kamu belum nemu alternatif aja, emang belum kepikiran kalo sekarang. kamu kan masih kelas 2. Fotografi itu cuma hobi"

bokap: "Kamu udah bisa jamin masa depan kamu bakal jadi mapan dengan pekerjaan itu ga? Kamu kalo emang minat, ya les aja gausah nyari universitas dengan fakultas itu"

Gue : "i got a really big passion in photography, i'm in love with photography, i love my camera very much. But.... i can't be a successful person if i stay as a photographer in this country. I should move to other country like America, Australia or England as a photographer in a model agency. But............................................................................ i've spent my work hard just to get in 8 SHS, spent my time just to study, pray, study, then pray, then rarely sleep. I've spent my tears that go with my prayers, spent my energy, my dizzy head that caused by stress, got a stress disease just to be a photographer?? Insane. I know, right."

so......... welcome to the club! where your expectations don't go well with the reality, where you must sacrifice something for someone you love and care. Welcome!