tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-74868422875394967712024-03-06T06:54:53.738+07:00Untold StoryContains unimportant stuffs. If you don't like it please go away. I've warned you.Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.comBlogger132125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-82805654551268226212015-03-01T01:58:00.004+07:002015-03-01T01:58:52.819+07:00BullyingHi, I haven't been on this site for a veeeery long time. So hello, how're you guys?<br />
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Ya, sekarang gue di Bandung. Sibuk dengan kehidupan di ITB, sampe lupa ngurus ginian (atau mager? idk). Ya gue udah lumayan beradaptasi dan lumayan nyaman lah sama fakultas gue sendiri (eitsss, belum jurusan boy). Ya gitulah, gue juga baru dilantik di Unit Renang dan Polo Air atau biasa disingkat URPA, dan gue bahagia karena bisa deket sama senior2nya. It's such a pleasure:)<br />
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By the way, why bullying? It sounds like a hard topic to be speak of, right?<br />
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Hehe, gue cuma mau share apa yang gue rasain. WHAT??? iya gue dibully. a lot. Ya, let's go through my story.<br />
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Dari TK tuh gue udah dibully coy. Iya, everyone didn't want to play with me, they always laugh at me, talk behind my back. Sampe-sampe kale lagi jam istirahat hue selalu sendirian di kelas sama guru gue. Temen hue juga mostly cowl karena cewe2 brengsek yang ngebully gue itu. Selain di TK, hue juga rada dibully di club renang gue. Cewe2 tuh ngejahatin guelah pokoknya, sinis semua sama gue dan pokoknya bikin gue ga betah sampe2 ya gue keluar klub renang gue itu. Haha, you win fuckers congratulations.<br />
Masuk ke SD hidup gue mulai berubah sedikit2. HAHA nope. Tahun ketiga gue mulai dimusuhin sama hampir semua cewe di kelas. Temen-temen gue kebanyakan cowo, no doubt kenapa gue tomboy. Dari tahun ke tahun gue dijauhin sama cewe-cewe tanpa alasan dan gue cuma menghiraukan karena untungnya masih ada yang mau temenan sama gue haha makasih ya friends. Tapi kelas 5 sama kelas 6 udah mendingan sih, ga kaya yang lalu2. Brengsek.<br />
Di SMP. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH gue terjebak ke arah pergaulan yang salah sampe hampir semua temen yang tadinya deket sama gue jadi musuhin gue. Ya, itu semua karena gue ikut2an jadi anak eksis. Akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk tidak eksis dan sebenernya ada hal lain yang gapernah gue ceritain ke orang lain (kecuali ke dokter) sampe-sampe gue menjadi orang yang tertutup dan selalu memendam segala hal.<br />
Di SMA? Fine-fine aja ahamdulillah, gue punya temen2 baik, temen2 berjuang. Ya mungkin faktor tamba dewasa juga. Lagian ngapainsih bully2.<br />
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Nah, sekarang di dunia kuliah nih. Gue dibully lagi. Ya mungkin beberapa dari kalian tau gue tuh kerja keras diet dapetin badan ideal. Tapi semenjak di Bandung pola makan gue berantakan lagi dan well, gue melebar lagi walaupun ga separah dulu hehe. Jadi ya ada yang ngebully tentang berat badan gue. Gitulah, gaperlu diceritain panjang2. "Yaudahlah gausah masukin hati." Udah coy udah. Kalo di kampus gue mah bodo amat, malahan itu orang pernah gue tampar perutnya sambil gue marah-marahin hahaha. Tapi kalo di kosan ya, lo bayangin aja, keadaan sunyi senyap, sendirian, apalagi kalo tugas lo udah selesai. lo mau ngapain? bengong lah di kasur. Terus? ya gue kepikiran. Tapikan itu mulut dia yang brengsek, he is a uni student but i guess his mouth is not well behave like his academical mind. Gue tinggal sendirian, penyakitan, terus dibully lagi? Tuhan memang baik ngasih gue ujian, ya gue tau Tuhan tuh mau gue lebih strong dan buktinya perlahan gue udah mau sembuh woooo.<br />
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Jadi intinya... Please, to someone who is bullying someone out there, please stop. Lo gateau altar belakang orang yang lo bully tuh kaya apa. Kami tug juga puny perasaan, kale kami salah ya kasih tau aja salah kami apa. Please, kai tug gamau menderita kaya gini. Ya bayangin aja kalo kalian dibully kaya kalian ngebully orang. Gaenak kan? please lah ngertiin dan berusaha jadi baik ke orang lain<br />
And for those who are bullied like me. Please be strong, stand up and stand for your right all you can. God is always with us, you are not alone, kay? Please believe me that there is the right time when everything's going to be alright. Please stay and don't do anything stupid.<br />
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Love from me to you.Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-43252142764891999532014-07-24T07:55:00.003+07:002014-07-24T07:55:46.861+07:00Ended the old adventure and will start a new oneHallo, udah berapa lama ya gue ga berkunjung ke sini? haha anyways...<br />
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Okay, ini kayanya rada panjang. Jadi gini, gue pengen banget masuk salah satu universitas negeri (sebut saja x) karena sepupu gue di situ dan entah kenapa gue jadi pengen nerusin jejak mereka. Karena nunggu pengumuman dan itu gambling bgt kan antara keterima dan engga, akhirnya gue tes di perguruan tinggi swasta. Terus alhamdulillah keterima., dan seengganya udah tenang dikit walaupun gue masih ngarepin si x. Terus pas hari H pengumuman (note : pengumuman jam 5 sore), gue panik sampe gabisa ngapa-ngapain, jantung gue beating cepet bgt, tangan gue keringetan. Terus gue inget pernah punya obat dan akhirnya gue minum obat itu dengan efek ngantuk yang gila-gilaan (Bahkan hari esoknya gue masih ngantuk dan berakhir dengan tidur super banyak). Anyways.. gue tidur tuh tiba2 denger nyokap teriak dari kamar gue, dan alhamdulillah gue keterima di x :)</div>
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karena gue keterima di x, gue udah janji mau ngerubah diri gue. No more miss cold, no more closing myself. I'll open up yself as long as i could, I'll try my best. Dan gue Insya Allah sembuh deh. serem juga kalo gue kambuh tiba-tiba</div>
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Ya, petualangan dimulai. Semangat semuanya!</div>
Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-34008562603278748462013-10-05T20:11:00.001+07:002014-07-24T07:45:26.845+07:00AnnouncementBro, coy, sista, chinggoo, mon amis, mis amigos, meine freundinnen, my friend<br />
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Gue punya flickr baru!</div>
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Karena yang lama gabisa dibuka entah kenapa:(</div>
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<u><a href="http://flickr.com/photos/asmarini27" target="_blank">HERE!</a></u></div>
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Add ass contacts, favorite, comment, ataupun hanya sekedar visit, gue sangat welcome dengan kedatangan kalian!</div>
Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-15566115213707675962013-09-12T18:54:00.001+07:002013-09-12T18:54:36.917+07:00Hilang arah<div class="separator" style="clear: both;">See this<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhZ2iOVPtGEJuCEH2tNXFqMOGoZOQBUV4oKK3-AgEAX1HWsFQ85Knfll_YSMYTSOtMeCiW5R_Yo8hOdqLD-45mlgU9AyPXtbD4hWkAQVFCXyyHYkw4xAx1PGeg78dbpHMRy4R-Hn8lZp04/s640/blogger-image--1093363497.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhZ2iOVPtGEJuCEH2tNXFqMOGoZOQBUV4oKK3-AgEAX1HWsFQ85Knfll_YSMYTSOtMeCiW5R_Yo8hOdqLD-45mlgU9AyPXtbD4hWkAQVFCXyyHYkw4xAx1PGeg78dbpHMRy4R-Hn8lZp04/s640/blogger-image--1093363497.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Gue hilang arah, gue gatau mau kemana walaupun mayoritas pilihan gue adalah satu. Tapi gue ga yakin apakah bener2 mau itu.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Buat anak-anak kelas 3 SMA, semangat coy! Berjuang bareng-bareng ya walaupun hilang arah!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Yang mencari arah,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Xhan.</div>Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-22465892426692639032013-08-02T19:50:00.001+07:002013-08-02T19:50:02.944+07:00XIIHi!! Sekarang gue udah kelas 3 sma. Cepet banget ya? Hahaha<div><br></div><div>By the way, wish me luck for everything i'm doing!! I wish everything's gonna be alright.</div><div><br></div><div>HWAITING!!</div>Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-75826913195278336722013-06-15T11:39:00.001+07:002013-06-15T11:39:37.191+07:00Sarcasm mode : off (serious!)Okay, to SAW fans out there, who reads my blog or not, i want to apology of what i've said before.<br />
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Seriously, i'm sorry. Saw is AMAZING, they have plot! Well, it was my fool to watch saw from the 3rd one first. But i just watched saw I and saw II. They are genius, the traps were so cool, the motive is so awesome.<br />
But, the 2nd one make me feel sad because it has a twist story at the end, not because i hate twist stories, but i just watched Now You See Me which also had a twist ending. And it brings me down to watch a twist story over and over again....<br />
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So... i've downloaded all the saw series. from 1 to 7. But i have to stop for awhile because i'm still in shock (not really, though. It's more like i'm in a feel of confusions). And guys, guys, i've already downloaded The first time as well WHICH Dylan plays in it and.... yeah i could fan-girl all day.<br />
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And by the way Teen Wolf season 3 is awesome.<br />
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End your confusion, start a new day. CheersHanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-63954822909169470452013-06-09T11:46:00.001+07:002013-06-09T21:10:14.412+07:00Sedih?Hai, mau cerita banget nih. Galau dikit gapapa kali ya<div><br></div><div>Jadi gini, gue suka sama The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus dan mereka mau konser disini tanggal 27 Agustus 2013 yang as you all may know is my birthday. Tapi gue punya beberapa kendala yang gue hadapin berhubungan dengan tanggal tersebut</div><div><br></div><div>1. Temen-temen gue pada suka ATL dan ARTTM dibandingkan TRJA. Dan mereka udah beli tiket, ya gamungkin dong nonton TRJA juga. Soalnya kan TRJA cuma selang bbrp hari dari konser ATL ARTTM itu. Tapi gue seneng banget kok kalian pada dapet tiket, sumpah deh ngeliat tweet dan foto2 yg kalian share telah membawa senyum di wajah gue dengan berkata "Alhamdulillah, selamat ya"</div><div><br></div><div>2. Tanggal 27 itu hari selasa. As you all know, agustus itu gue udah jadi anak kelas XII (amin). Siapa yang mau nganter? Mau pulang sama siapa? Gua kaga mikirin sekolah apa ya?</div><div><br></div><div>Ya gitu deh pokoknya. Gue sedih, soalnya beberapa tahun lalu gue sempet mengharapkab ada satu band yang konser di Indonesia saat ulang tahun gue. Dan gue gatau deh bakal nonton atau engga kalo gini caranya.</div><div><br></div><div>Gue hanya mau ulang tahun gue jadi spesial. Tapi mungkin susah mewujudkan apa yang gue mau. Mungkin tanggal 27 agustus nanti hanya jadi seperti tanggal 27 yang lainnya.</div>Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-86734820677292762172013-06-05T18:52:00.002+07:002013-06-05T18:52:46.532+07:00what what what what"kalo mereka bisa terus kenapa hani gabisa?"<br />
"Kamu jangan ngomong 'kenapa hani gabisa', kamu harus nanya 'kenapa mereka bisa', cobalah contoh mereka walaupun mama tau kemampuan orang masing-masing itu beda"Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-79529890644546560122013-05-29T19:51:00.004+07:002013-05-29T19:51:58.347+07:00Gue harus kuatBanyak orang bilang "<i>Jangan minta Tuhan buat ngasih lo kehidupan yang bahagia. Minta Tuhan buat ngasih lo kekuatan ditengah cobaan-Nya"</i>. Dan menurut gue itu bener banget.<br />
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Yaudahlah pokoknya gue harus kuat, harus latihan ngontrol emosi.<br />
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Happy Sumatif, guysHanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-58769246804873930602013-05-17T21:13:00.002+07:002013-05-17T21:13:58.282+07:00IsolationEntah, biasanya gue down hanya karena pelajaran, tapi sekarang gue down karena teman-teman sekitar gue. Kalian makin kesini kok ga bisa dipercaya ya?<div>
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<li>Oke, orang ini kita kasih samaran... Cotton bud! (Karena di meja gue lagi ada cotton bud). Oke, lo selalu maksa gue dan gapernah ngasih timbal balik. Dan lo udah menghilangkan kepercayaan gue sama lo. Lo maksa, terus lo ga ngelakuin juga padahal lo bilangnya bakalan ngelakuin. Capek gila, bukan sekali lo gituin gue. I'm not your slave. Pikir ajalah sendiri, emangnya gue ngelakuin suatu hal tersebut ga capek? capek lah. Lo nya malah enak-enakan ga ngapa-ngapain dan maksa gue ngelakuin itu buat lo. Iya, gue ISFP, Feeling gue kuat dan takut nyakitin perasaan lu (most common ISFP's problems i think). Ya terserahlah, yang jelas kepercayaan gue udah ilang kayanya buat lo.</li>
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I think this is the time where i'll isolate myself from my any other friends. Either the close on or not. Capek sumpah, gue harus memperbaiki mindset gue dulu bahwa semua orang sifatnya ga kaya gitu, dan gue harus bilang ke diri gue kalo misalnya everything's gonna be alright.</div>
Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-18148860477935907372013-05-17T20:57:00.000+07:002013-05-17T20:57:24.998+07:00FandomWhat is Fandom? Fandom is an abbreviation for Fan Kingdom. Basically, i think, it's just the same like fanbase. I don't know hahaha.<br />
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So anyway, i'm a fan of few things in Music or Movie or whatsoever.<br />
And finally i choked some things to my friends so that i could fan-girl-ing with them!<br />
I choked them sherlocked, ryan higa etc etc etc<br />
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So happy to have them and could fangirl with them!Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-70650832204452309652013-04-21T22:26:00.001+07:002013-04-21T22:26:52.509+07:00I gotta keep saying this to myselfHai<br />
Jadi gue setiap jumat nonton x-factor. Not anymore though, after Isa Raja&Alex got eliminated. Sad. Anyways, jumat kemarin (ga sengaja) nonton x-factor dan ada satu hal yang membuat gue terenyuh, terharu, terpacu and whatsoever<br />
Komentar-nya Ahmad Dhani ke Mikha.<br />
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"kamu harus bilang sama diri kamu 'saya 15 tahun, ganteng, jago nyanyi, jago main piano, saya pasti bisa' jangan malu2 lagi. Pd!!"<br />
Ya kurang lebih gitulah<br />
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And what i need to keep saying to my self is...<br />
"saya hanina<br />
16 tahun<br />
Ambisius<br />
Hard-worker<br />
Suka kimia<br />
Orang tua supportive (i guess)<br />
Saya pasti bisa<br />
Saya harus pede"<br />
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Makasih om Dhani atas motivasinya walaupun itu bukan untuk saya.Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-60533726539571722262013-04-05T21:57:00.001+07:002013-04-07T15:27:32.196+07:00Listening to white lion - broken heartHere I stand, all alone<br />
Trying to fight the pain from a broken heart<br />
Why she left me? I don't know<br />
It really doesn't matter anymore<br />
I thought our love could last forever<br />
But here I stand lost and all alone<br />
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Chorus:<br />
There is life even after a broken heart<br />
You can fight <br />
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Start a new day, but not alone<br />
I'm gonna break away this broken heart<br />
I'll meet a woman. I'm gonna take her home<br />
Where I'll pick all (up?) the pieces and start all over again<br />
I know that life will be much better<br />
Cause' know the sun will shine again<br />
You baby I know<br />
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Chorus x1<br />
There is life even after a broken heart, broken heart<br />
You can fight <br />
the pain from a broken heart, broken heart<br />
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I know that life will be much better<br />
Cause know the light will shine again<br />
You baby I know... baby I know<br />
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There is life even after a broken heart<br />
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There is life even after a broken heart, broken heart<br />
You can fight <br />
the pain from a broken heart, broken heartHanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-47930780113201866952013-03-24T19:18:00.001+07:002013-03-24T19:51:01.889+07:00-.-MCR bubar. Dari jumat malem. Tanpa alasan yang diketahui<br />
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Gatau jelasinnya gimana perasaan gue. Campur aduk pastinya<br />
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Just want to thank you guys, you saved my life, saved my day and made me survive. And yes, My Chemical Romance, i will carry on. <br/><br/><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxsB4Y4G-69lgWs4QW2P5l1zW6vB4-ctxZBNR0Q8scKhsfOHgS0UXSGElcTOf8bK09py9H_dM2qge42c9f9qiVmAncki4KHLMC0ZVp1ytelwI4gphEDHPNkOifL7_XeCc2YXA-27IPYps/s640/blogger-image-1961263607.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxsB4Y4G-69lgWs4QW2P5l1zW6vB4-ctxZBNR0Q8scKhsfOHgS0UXSGElcTOf8bK09py9H_dM2qge42c9f9qiVmAncki4KHLMC0ZVp1ytelwI4gphEDHPNkOifL7_XeCc2YXA-27IPYps/s640/blogger-image-1961263607.jpg" /></a></div>Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-2117415077894100752013-03-20T20:53:00.001+07:002013-03-20T22:39:00.814+07:00-_-Pernah ga sih lo merasa sedih dan ga tau kenapa? Oke, mungkin gue udah bahas ini di post sebelumnya tapi... Ya masih aja kaya gini-_-<br />
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Lo tuh sedih, tanpa alesan, trs gatau harus ngapain. Aneh, iya, memang aneh. Atau mungkin para perempuan atau wanita memang sering begini? I guess so<br />
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Sebenernya ada sih, tapi ya mood2an gitu datengnya. Alasan ini muncul di saat yang ga tepat. Terus lo bisa ngomong ke siapa?<br />
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Alan? Kris? Aduh please deh mereka jauh banget. Mereka gapapa sih jadi "my shoulder to cry on", gue juga enjoy2 aja cerita sama mereka (seriously they are awesome), but the only thing that doesn't agree is time-zones.<br />
Callum? Besides time-zones that tear us apart (brb muntah), dia juga lagi sibuk.... Adadeh sibuk ngapain bwahaha.<br />
What's make it worse? You can't literally cry on their shoulder, and they can't literally hold you.<br />
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Ya intinya, kadang orang yang jauh banget dari lo tuh malah jadi orang yang deket banget buat lo. Bisa lo percaya lah istilahnya. Kadang mereka juga gamau liat diri kita sedih. Mereka justru bisa ngehibur supaya seengganya lupa dikit sama masalah lo (thanks to K for this).<br />
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Yagitulah intinya, gaada intinya sih, tapi yagitu. ByeHanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-87798839184148872072013-03-09T16:04:00.001+07:002013-03-09T16:04:54.382+07:00hmmmthis is just another filler for my blog and another stress reducer for my heart<br />
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so you know that i'm on my 11th year of high school. And it is very clear that the higher you are, then the pressure is also getting higher. Here, at the place that i'm at, the pressure is just soooooooooo high. Why? Can/t you handle this?<br />
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Actually i think i thought i can. The effort that has been given is too damn high as usual. Not to mention, i enjoy my study, i really do. Especially when it comes to chemistry. But.. why? still, i got a grave scores. It clearly did not make any fucking sense. Why? And i can not express how pissed of i am until now. Yes, i'm still pissed off. Now i'm being more aware than before with the cunning fucking people.<br />
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Why the fuck am i pissed off? YES, INDEED I AM. arrrrghhhhh i just want to be on top, want people to notice that i could, i want my effort got paid off. And the most important things, i want to make my parents proud. I know that thy never want me to make such a high scores because they obviously knew how it is like to study in my school. They even don't get it why i am depressed. They are the best parents ever but what am i? The worst child ever it is. I can not give them happiness, only make things worse.<br />
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And now that i'm on the eleventh year, i'm just getting busier with university. I don't know where i'll be going. Maybe all of you just like "Yaelah, lebay anjing masih lama juga. YOLO", Sorry, i'm an anti-mainstream person, and FOR GOD'S SAKE DON'T SAY YOLO!!! Yeah i clearly can't tell about this here but i just wanted you to know that i got problem here hahaha<br />
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bye, winners (because i'm a loser then you're the winners)<br />
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CheersHanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-30769913473209756162013-01-27T10:58:00.000+07:002013-01-27T11:00:44.683+07:00Weird meHey guys. I've a weird feelings with my obsession. And it happened just now :/<br />
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Lol, iya terkadang gue obsessed sama darah. Oke, jadi Taun lalu pas puasa, gue inget banget, baru bangun&mau sholat segala macem and suddenly i got runny nose. Pas gue lap, ternyata darah. Rada heran sih, gue mikirnya "hah? abis tonjok2an sama siapa dah?". Lol, dan gue sadar ternyata itu mimisan. Yes its is! My very first time! Dan beberapa hari lalu, pas gue sholat isya gue dapet mimisan lagi. Ga panik sih, malah dalam hati "wow i'm bleeding" sambil menari-nari. Haha psycho, i know. Nyokap sih yang agak panik. Karena gue kan ada amandel idung, dan bandel jarang minum obat. Mungkin ini akibatnya haha. Tapi ngeliat diri gue berdarah (selain siklus wanita satu bulan sekali. Jangan mikir kalo gue berubah jadi werewolf please), itu kaya once in a lifetime. Hahaha weirdo</div>
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ENGGAAA GUE GABILANG KALO JONA ITU GA LOYAL. Lagian sebelum gabung bmth kan dia juga udah punya band, sekarang dia mau balik lagi ke australia buat nerusin berkarya sama IKTPQ. What i meant to say is..... sebagai fans yang loyal..... HAAA SEDIH, walaupun udah pernah meluk+salaman+ngomong sama situ ya tetep aja sedih. May the luck will always behind you, sir! :( Terus sekarang bmth sama siapa? Masih additional sih denger-denger. <a href="http://twitter.com/jordanfish86" target="_blank">Jordan Fish</a>, guitar technician dan progammer buat keyboard di bmth juga. Ya tunggu april ajalah, sempiternal kan keluar dan kita lihat siapa dirinya.</div>
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Nb : gue sebagai murid yang loyal terhadap sekolah....... Selamat libur banjir, kawan. Dan semoga warga sekitar bukit duri ga kenapa-kenapa</div>
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LOL, ini film aneh sebenernya. Not psychopath but monster. Gasuka, fix nyesel beli dvd-nya T^T. Kenapa nyesel? I thought you LOVE monster with killing stuffs? YES I DO BUT NOT THIS. Kenapa? Well, you may say i'm a psychopath but i'm not the only one, ya soalnya slashing or stabbing or something like that nya ga di expose....... HHMTPF-_- Anyway, paling geli pas di house of pain nya itulah. Entah jelasinnya gimana. Sebenernya ada part sedihnya (WTF HAN) tapi geli-_-</div>
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Kalo YTF kesini... (Pasti fansnya belum banyak, iya tau-_-)<br />
Terus gue nonton.....<br />
Pasti penontonnya mayoritas cewe2 juga....<br />
Terus....<br />
Gue kangen banget nonton konser dimana mayoritas penontonnya cowo....<br />
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Terus gue baru sadar kalo lirik lagunya JRA lucu tapi kreatif gitu haaaa tambah pengen nonton T^T. Dan, ya terserahlah mau bilang lebay atau engga, mereka bener2 nge-inspirasiin gue dan bikin gue semangat lagi. Jadi sedih nulisnya :')<br />
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Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-35474117921336817532012-12-28T13:36:00.001+07:002012-12-28T13:36:01.791+07:00This what i saidSo......<br />
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Dea pernah bilang "Lagi liburan jangan kebanyakan sedih, nanti nyesel". THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID. Haha jkjk, lagi iseng aja pake caps--" Anyway, i tried too, dey. Udah ga mikirin yang kemarin tapi.... ya entahlah, kalo kata orang "There's a big empty space in my heart" atau "I got a big hole in my heart". I'm not talking about boys, bitch please. Tapi kayanya emang bener-bener hampa entah kenapa. But.... ya setiap gue nonton video ryan atau d-trix atau anak2 ytf lainnya pasti gue seneng banget. sesaat. Kalo ga nonton juga gue kesepian sedih2 gajelas. HAHAHA BITCH PLEASE--"<br />
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Rasanya pengen ngamuk<br />
pengen teriak biar semua prang denger dan sadar kalo gue itu ada<br />
"When the mob speak, everyone listen"<br />
THAT'S WHAT STEP UP SAID<br />
Kapan gue begitu? JAdi orang terbawah emang susah.<br />
Jadi seorang kutu buku yang metal dan fake kaya gue emang susah. Dan gue sudah capek pake topeng V, yang selalu tersenyum padahal dibalik topeng itu dia menyimpan dendam<br />
HHMTPF, kenapa tiba2 ngaruh ke hidup gue gini? Ya entahlah. ini tempat curhat gue, walaupun blogger itu gabisa ngomong dan ngasih saran ya seengganya i want you to know, blog.<br />
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karena beberapa minggu lalu gue ada TeSIS 2012, maka gue tidak ngambil written test LIA. what WHAT?? yep, i'll take it tomorrow. Hm I wish myself tons of luck! (since nobody but my parents that would give me wishes of luck)<br />
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Ya... hmm gimana ya... jangan sampe pikiran gue terkontaminasi oleh anak-anak YTF pas lagi ngerjain essay. Karena... pikiran mereka sebenernya bagus, tapi ngaconya keterlaluan. Kaya d-trix dan Ryan Higa-_- HHMTPF, just kidding guys. Jangan sampe gue slengean kaya mereka (pas nulis essay).<br />
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Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-63527772034833820372012-12-25T19:22:00.002+07:002012-12-25T19:22:48.148+07:00Sin amigos? Siempre soloNo friends? Forever alone<br />
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yup. Happy holiday everyone! How's your? great? good. Mine? Well yea man, pretty boring. Gaada temen, Forever alone. Ga jalan-jalan, Forever at home. Where the hell are your friends? let me tell you..<br />
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Sarah? Yea, i know she's the only one who always chat me. She's doing chores. Yes we are chatting. Tapi kayanya karena dia sibuk beres-beres rumah siang-malam, ya sampe lupa bales. Atau hanya di read? entah. Stupid wh*tsapp, it can't show us who had read our messages. Okay, moving on<br />
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Adila? Yes we are currently chatting everyday in Line. Talking some random things from sad to happy to anger and whatever it is. It is such a long time not chat with you, dil, since i never turn on the internet on my blackberry <b>back then</b>. Pffft<br />
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Where are the other CC? Some of 'em doesn't use whatsapp or line. And..... yep i don't really know what to talk :| By the way, those are 2 social medias (for chatting obviously because i, of course, had twitter and instagram on my phone) that i currently use. WTH? I know, guys, i know that you maybe thinking "<b>where the heck is your blackberry messenger?</b>". It is gone. HHMTPF (haha, man, that's pretty funny -according to dtrix) just kidding, man. I am no longer a blackberry user. And yes maybe you guessed it right because that "instagram" thingy that i've said. I'm an apple user now.<br />
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Terus gua ngapain selama liburan ini? Well, selama hari-hari kedepan sih gue masih belum tau. Tapi yang kemarin-kemarin? Well......<br />
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I've subscribed to some of youtube famous who is hilarious. Like ItsKingsleyBitch, nigahiga, theDOMINICshow, etc.etc.etc. Dan gue lagi fangirl2-nya sama Yesterday Today Forever which included Ryan Higa and D-Trix in it</div>
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HHMTPF. there are a lot of drama here. Nangis2, ngamuk, mengisolasi diri, kesel karena instinct gue salah pffft banyak lah ya</div>
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Yaudahlah daripada makin pathetic mendingan nonton youtube lagi</div>
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See ya</div>
Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-42811568732011065332012-11-27T14:47:00.001+07:002012-11-27T14:47:12.670+07:00pesimisIroni sekali. Lo berada di zodiac yang "katanya" paling optimis dan selalu ngejar keinginan, tapi lo sendiri itu pesimis dan nyerah sama keinginan lo. Emang berat. Gue udah yakin bakal lulus lia, gara2 ma'am lady rocker itu gue malah jadi orang yang paling pesimis. Gue udah pengen daftar beasiswa, tapi ada satu dan lain hal makanya gue give-up. Demi orang tua, yang gue sayangi.<br />
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Gimana sih rasanya harga diri lo dijatuhkan&diinjak-injak? Kerja keras lo ga dihargain dan dipastikan gabakal pass? You broke me into pieces, ma'am. I know that you are the TRULY lady rocker, bahkan sampe ga punya perasaan gitu. Se keras2nya musik as i lay dying, Tim Lambesis masih punya hati. Se metal-metalnya suicide silence juga (alm.) Mitch Lucker masih penyayang. OH! GUA TAU, jangan2 lo illuminati dan menjual hati lo kepada setan2 di luar sana. Ga deng ma'am, i hate you so much<3 p="p"><br />
Gua gatau diri gue gimana lagi. Ya, gue udah bisa picture myself in the future, sih. Tapi gabakal gue publish disini, takut salah instinct. Sesensitif2nya serigala, dia gabakal bisa predksi masa depan juga kan.</3>Hanina Ayu Asmarinihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01078596683778132225noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7486842287539496771.post-27614925522159674722012-11-23T21:31:00.001+07:002012-11-23T21:31:41.035+07:00why oh whyessay gue di remehkan, harga diri gue di jatuhkan, gue dipermalukan di kelas kakak. untung si kakak gaada-_-<br />
Gue mesti ngulang buat essay gara2 si maam kurang ajar itu :((((<br />
di saat2 lagi sibuk sumatif, buku tahunan dan tesis, gue malah di sibukkan dengan essay yang satu ini<br />
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Lebih parahnya guru-guru yang (entah kenapa) sangat gue sayangi dan ga mau kehilangan juga resign dua-duanya dari sekolah gue. SEDIH BANGET WOY. FEEELLSSSS FEEELLSSSS!!!!! Jujur, mereka bikin gue semangat belajar. Gue excited banget kalo mereka masuk kelas. I'll miss you sir and mrs.! doakan saya survive and not suffer<br />
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hahahahahaha dramatis sekali<br />
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semoga kalian tidak dipermalukan harga dirinya seperti saya<br />
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